God's Own Garden

This is a Guest Post by Ruth Illman (Authorised Local Minister for Broughton; Scawby & Redbourne; and Hibaldstow parishes)

Isn’t God’s created world just wonderful and glorious? This week I have watched two new kestrels calling to their parent whilst they follow and learn to hunt, last week I timed it right to watch the barn owl glide across the field and today I have spotted a stray pansy which has flowered in our lawn – a bright splash of yellow on a bed of green. A little bit of hope - how did that get there!

As I drive to church I have noticed the wonderful geraniums, the neat borders and the abundance of colour from well-kept gardens in Scawby. It all looks so colourful and tended with love and care.

My joy is however in our Church Yard at Scawby which is indeed God's own garden. It is far from pristine but it is abundant. Here for me is the cycle of rogation and harvest, planting and reaping, life cycles and natural development. I like the idea that there will always be flowers on the graves through natural growth.

To appreciate the churchyard you have to be prepared to look carefully. A pristine lawn is a work of art, a meadow or woodland is a creation.

Last year Lindsay, Carol and I counted and identified 49 different species of wild flowers between cuts, this year with longer cuts and allowing growth that number has started to increased. We plan to chart where everything is, identify the different grasses, lichens and trees and work on the insect, bird and animal life.

The plan is that the borders between the yews, the triangle of grass in front of church, under the bench and in front of the flower beds be kept short. The remainder be allowed to ‘meadow’ and kept under review. The objective is to encourage growth of wild flowers native to Scawby. Growth in the wooded area is less prolific apart from spring when we have a splendid display of aconites and snowdrops. These are usually followed by bluebells. The aim here is to increase the woodland plants by taking advantage of seeding from violets, and red and white campion growing locally.

I have noticed the graves which are visited and will make sure these are available.

A few people have mentioned the ivy and nettles to me. The ivy needs to be managed but at the moment provides ground cover and wildlife habitats, it protects seeds and it too flowers. The aim is to keep the graves stones free from it although it does protect some from further weathering. We are keeping a check on the nettles – the nettle flowers are pale green and the plant is much loved by butterflies but we don’t need it in abundance. Likewise the ground elder has its place but we need to introduce robust plants which can compete. We do not plan to introduce anything which will ‘take over’ e.g. balsam.

It would be wonderful if more people became involved. You might do a bug search, twilight bird watch, plant count, make some bug hotel’s or just realise how much of God’s creation you are missing in this wildlife haven.

Finally – our God's own Garden is a tranquil and prayerful place to sit to be at one with our maker. Enjoy.

Ruth.

[For more on this topic visit https://www.caringforgodsacre.org.uk/}

COVID reflections

From the start of lockdown with the suspension of public worship, alongside our online services (which you can find here) the interim Methodist minister, Rev. Enid, and I alternated to post reflections on Facebook each Sunday, and every day in Holy Week.

Sunday 29^th March 2020: Lent 5

It goes without saying that we are at a time of crisis – and I'm not just talking about the lack of toilet roll! A virus that can strike down anyone, including Prime Ministers and that has no cure as yet, can be a terrifying thing. And we see the scenes from other countries of rows and rows of coffins, with the ominous warning that we may only be four weeks or so from a similar situation. The result is a growing sense of fear.

The famous Psalm 23 (“The Lord's my Shepherd") speaks of confidence in a God who loves us and provides for us and was probably written when King David faced a time of crisis of his own. But rather than give in to fear he says “Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me” (verse 4). Belief in God doesn't protect us from trouble, hardship or suffering but we can be confident that if we ask he will give us the spiritual and mental resources we need to get us through even the darkest of valleys.

As we start to think about the events of Holy Week and Easter, we're reminded that God doesn't look upon our suffering from afar, but came to us in Jesus to share our life and ultimately to die. But Easter also reminds us that that isn't the end of the story – Jesus was raised to life and death has been defeated – we have nothing to fear!! He now invites each of us to believe and trust in him so that we can dwell in his house for ever.

Prayer: Heavenly Father, our ever-present help in trouble, our fortress and our God: calm the anxious fears of all who turn to you; give strength and healing to those who are sick, and courage and skill to those who care for them; grant wisdom and clarity to those in authority; and humble us all to call upon you that we may be saved not only in this life, but also for that which is to come, through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.

Monday 6th April 2020: Monday of Holy Week

On the Monday of Holy Week Jesus went back into Jerusalem (having stayed the night at Mary, Martha and Lazarus' house in the village of Bethany) and went into the Temple courts. The Temple had four basic parts: the outermost part was the Court of the Gentiles. Entry to the other parts of the Temple was restricted to certain people, but this was where anyone could come to pray, and this was also where people could buy animals to sacrifice in the Temple and exchange their money into the Temple Shekel.

It was this outer court that Jesus entered and he “began driving out those who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money-changers and the benches of those selling doves, and would not allow anyone to carry merchandise through the temple courts.” (Mark 11:15-16). This is not the 'gentle Jesus meek and mild' of popular imagination. This is a Jesus who rails not just against the corrupt and exploitative practices there, but more importantly against those who stopped it being a 'house of prayer for all nations'.

In these days when our 'houses of prayer' are locked to all of us, it is good to remind ourselves of how important Jesus considered worship and prayer to be. But we can also rejoice that we no longer need Temple or Church to worship God (John 4:21) – not just because we can gather online – but because Jesus is the one in whom we worship and he is available to all of us wherever we are. It is important for us to gather together to worship, but it is essential that we continue to worship even when we cannot gather.

Prayer: Lord Jesus, on the Monday you overthrew the market tables in the Temple. Give us the courage to challenge situations of injustice, and to worship you at all times and in all places. Lord, by your cross and passion, save us and help us. Amen.

Wednesday 8th April 2020: Wednesday of Holy Week

The Bible doesn't tell us what Jesus did on the Wednesday of Holy Week, so it is generally assumed that he and the disciples spent time with his closest friends, Mary, Martha and Lazarus.  He had had a busy couple of days full of drama, confrontation and noise, so perhaps he needed a day to rest amongst those he loved in preparation for what lay ahead – this was possibly his last night's sleep before his death.

So the message of Holy Wednesday would usually be: don't forget to take time out of your busy life to spend with family and friends and God.  However, at the moment the government is enforcing such rest on many of us!  Some people are longing to get back to the chaos and rush of normal life.  Others are longing to see loved ones who live at a distance.  Rather than being a time of rest and refreshment, to many this is a time of frustration and worry.  So what can Holy Wednesday say to us if that is how we are feeling?

The frustration comes from this rest being enforced and 'until further notice', however it should not stop us having a renewed appreciation of God's wisdom in commanding a Sabbath rest.  This doesn't necessarily need to be a Sunday (although that will leave you free to come to church!!) but we should all aim for an uninterrupted 24 hour rest period each week as far as possible.  Jesus knew he needed to rest if he was to be able to fulfil his mission the cross, and we need to rest otherwise we will be 'neither use nor ornament.' But this is also a time to reassess our priorities: in the rush to get back to normality we might want to think about what parts of normality are worth rushing back to.

To our key workers who would love to have this rest; thank you! To the rest of us, whether this time is a joy or an irritation, let us use it to listen to what God might be saying to us about the way we live our lives.

Prayer: Lord Jesus, on the Wednesday you spent time with your friends. We pray for our own families, friends and loved ones whether they are too close or too far away.  We pray for all who feel lonely and all those who need a rest. Lord, by your cross and passion, save us and help us. Amen.

Saturday 11th April 2020: Holy Saturday

Holy Saturday is another day that the Bible doesn't tell us about, but it is easy for us to imagine.  Jesus was dead and buried.  The religious leaders and the Roman authorities were breathing a sigh of relief that the troublemaker was gone.  The crowds looked for the next person they could hail as Messiah. But what about Jesus' disciples?

We know that on Easter Sunday they were in the upper room where they had celebrated Passover a couple of nights before, with the doors locked because they were afraid of the religious leaders (John 20:19).  And they had good reason to be afraid: Jesus was put to death partly because he had threatened the power and status of the  Jewish and Roman authorities, so it would be logical that his followers would be arrested for the same reason. But in addition to that fear, and probably overwhelming it, would be an immense sense of grief and loss; not just of a Master and a friend, but also of their hopes and dreams.  They had given up jobs and left behind families to follow Jesus three years earlier; they believed him when he said that he was the Messiah and that the kingdom of God was at hand; they thought that they would be significant players in the new kingdom.  But now all their hopes and dreams were shattered.  They had left everything and now they had lost everything.

COVID-19 has had a similar effect on people.  Some have lost loved ones.  Some have lost livelihoods.  Some have seen their plans for the future torn apart.  And everyone has seen their normal lives turned upside down, with little or no sense of when or if 'normality' will return.

In these circumstances it's easy to skip over Holy Saturday in a rush to get to Easter Sunday – and we do need to focus on hope for the future, as the Queen put it: “We should take comfort that while we may have more still to endure, better days will return: we will be with our friends again; we will be with our families again; we will meet again.”  But perhaps we could take today to focus on the desolation the disciples felt and the desolation of many people in the face of this virus.

Maybe take some time to read through the Psalms – you'll be surprised at how honestly some of the despair is described, or perhaps read Lamentations 3.  The fact that God allowed these prayers of anguish into the Bible reminds us that we needn't fear telling God exactly how we feel.

Prayer: In the depths of our isolation we cry to you, Lord God: give light in our darkness and bring us out of the prison of our despair; through Jesus Christ our Lord.  Amen

Sunday 12th April 2020: Easter Sunday

As Jesus bursts from the tomb on Easter Sunday, so joy should burst from us as we celebrate his resurrection.  It is the greatest day in history: it changed the whole of creation forever.  Why? Because death has been defeated! We Christians sometimes say that too easily, and those who don't believe dismiss it too easily.  But think of the implications of that truth.  Death is defeated.  It is no longer a threat. It is no longer the end.  As the hymn says “Jesus lives; thy terrors now / can, O death, no more appal us.”

We live in a world that fears death: in normal times millions is spent on products that rejuvenate, or at least hide the effects of ageing. Diets and exercise plans are great when used for a healthy lifestyle, but too often are vain attempts to put off death.  And one thing that COVID-19 has shown us is that we still fear death.  Now I'm not suggesting that we ignore government advice, but I am encouraging you to think about how you personally feel about the possibility that you could die.  Not to think about how it would affect your loved ones but how you face your own death.

The most famous verse in the Bible, John 3:16, says that whoever believes and trusts in Jesus as their Saviour shall not perish, but have eternal life. That is why St Paul could write “to live is Christ and to die is gain” (Philippians 1:21).  He knew that neither death nor life could separate him from God's love that is in Jesus (Romans 8:38), and so he, like many Christian throughout the centuries, was willing to suffer and die for his faith.  For those who believe in him, Jesus' resurrection brings “strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow.”

Without the resurrection, life is meaningless: we will be forgotten in just a few generations, and few of us will leave a legacy that lasts beyond that - ultimately the world will be destroyed and everything humanity has achieved will disappear.  But with the resurrection, we can spend eternity in the presence of the God who delights in us and all our achievements, however small.

Jesus lives! Death (and COVID-19) is defeated! And in the words of another hymn: “Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, because He lives, all fear is gone; because I know He holds the future, and life is worth the living, just because He lives!”

Prayer: Our God and Father, in whose great mercy we have been given new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead: strengthen us with that solid hope and calm our anxious thoughts and fears in the midst of the dangers we now face, that we who often stagger in desperate times may rejoice and be satisfied with him whose painful anguish of soul brought us the light of life. For we ask in Jesus’ name, Amen. 

Thursday 23rd April 2020: St George's Day

Although this wasn't part of the pattern, I did a special reflection for St George's day.

St George, soldier and martyr – and that's pretty much all we know about him! According to tradition he was tortured and beheaded c.304 at Lydda, Palestine, and according to legend he killed a dragon. As a patron saint against plagues it is perhaps particularly appropriate that his feast day falls during a lockdown caused by a virus!

Although the story of George and the dragon is a legend, it perhaps reminds us that there is someone more powerful than those 'dragons' we face, whether they're viruses; uncertainty about the future; grief; broken relationships or anything else. In the legend George went into battle knowing God was with him, just like David did against the giant Goliath (1 Samuel 17), and God invites us to trust him and let him face our dragons with us.

And by being a martyr, by being willing to be put to death for his faith in Jesus, George reminds us about what we have just celebrated at Easter: that death holds no fear for those who trust in Jesus: “For we believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him” (1 Thessalonians 4:14).

Prayer: God of hosts, who so kindled the flame of love in the heart of your servant George that he bore witness to the risen Lord by his life and by his death: give us the same faith and power of love that we who rejoice in his triumphs may come to share with him the fullness of the resurrection; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, Amen.

Sunday 26th April 2020: Easter 3

For this Sunday I shared a link to Bear Grylls' reflections on Easter: https://youtu.be/pJmAMlU-wNU

Sunday 10th May 2020: Easter 5

The Coronavirus is a global crisis; it reminds us of the interconnectedness of our world – a virus starts in Asia and spreads over the whole world in a matter of a few weeks.  We are also constantly looking at how other countries are responding to the crisis and comparing their statistics with ours.  But it also makes us suspicious of other countries and makes us look after ourselves first.

This week is Christian Aid Week, an annual chance to remember that no matter how bad things are for us, usually our problems are small compared with others throughout the world.  COVID-19 is spreading across the world’s poorest countries, putting people living in poverty at great risk.  These people are already facing a lack of water, food and healthcare.  Some are homeless or refugees.  Some are living with underlying health issues.  Some are also suffering from floods, famines, droughts, war and other disasters.

This week we have the chance to help not just our physical (but socially distanced!) neighbours but also our global neighbours.  If you'd like to help this week, or any time, go to https://www.christianaid.org.uk/

Prayer: God of heaven and earth, in these times of isolation, apart from loved ones, distant from friends, away from neighbours, thank you that there is nothing in all of creation, not even  coronavirus, that is able to separate us from your love. And may your love that never fails continue to be shared through the kindness of strangers looking out for each other, for neighbours near and far all recognising our shared vulnerability, each of us grateful for every breath, and willing everyone to know the gift of a full and healthy life. Keep us all in your care. Amen.

Sunday 24th May 2020: Easter 7

As we navigate when and how we ease out of lockdown there is a lot of anxiety about a second wave of COVID-19.  In the Church year today is the Sunday after Ascension Day, and in some way marks the second wave of grief for the disciples.

After Jesus' death the disciples were devastated and despairing, but their grief was short-lived as it turned through confusion to amazement to rejoicing as the news of Jesus' resurrection filtered through.  He then spent forty days with the disciples; eating with them, teaching them and commissioning them to go out and tell people about him.  Then, as we remembered last Thursday, he  was taken up to heaven, where he was made ruler of all things (Ephesians 1:20-23).  We are told that the disciples stayed in Jerusalem – what might they have felt? This second wave of grief would not have been as bad as the first wave because they knew that Jesus was alive, and more importantly why he had had to die.  But they still faced a separation from him, he would no longer be physically present with them as he had been before.  And now they had this commission to go out into all the world and tell people about Jesus.

They must have wondered how a dozen or so people could achieve this, particularly as they faced possible arrest and execution if they tried.  The answer was to be found in Jesus' cryptic promise that they would receive power when the Holy Spirit came on them (more on that next week from Enid!).  However even before they received the Holy Spirit, they had the resources they needed.

The difference between the pre- and post-resurrection griefs is illustrated in Paul's first letter to the Thessalonians: the church there had been rocked by the the deaths of some of their members, but Paul did not want them to “grieve like the rest of mankind, who have no hope. For we believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him” (4:13-14).  Before the resurrection the disciples grieved without hope, but after it they had confidence that death was no longer final; more than that, because they saw Jesus keeping his promise to come back to life, they could also be confident that he would keep his promise to be with them always.

So what keeps you going through this pandemic? Is it a vague, fingers-crossed hope that things will turn out OK, or is it a trust in the never-failing one who promises “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28)?

Prayer: Heavenly Father, our ever-present help in trouble, our fortress and our God: calm the anxious fears of all who turn to you; give strength and healing to those who are sick; and humble us all to call upon you that we may be saved not only in this life, but also for that which is to come, through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.

Sunday 7th June 2020: Trinity Sunday

Today is Trinity Sunday, the day when we particularly remember that God has revealed himself as Father, Son and Holy Spirit; as the Athanasian Creed says: God is “one God in Trinity, and Trinity in Unity, neither confusing the Persons nor dividing the divine Being...not three Gods but one God...all three Persons are co-eternal with each other and co-equal.”  Not the easiest concept to get our heads around, but that is who God tells us he is in the Bible.

And this helps us understand another easier-to-grasp definition God gives us of himself: “God is love” (1 John 4:8).  Love cannot exist alone, the one who loves has to have someone to love.  God existed before there was anything else so the only way he can be love is if he has always existed as a communion of co-eternal persons.

The Trinity is not an abstract theological concept, it is a description of how God reveals himself in the Bible and how he has been experienced by millions of people throughout history.  But it also has practical consequences for us humans too.

At the moment people all around the world are rightly concerned about racial justice, and the slogan 'Black Lives Matter' is all over the news and social media.  For many people it seems incredible that still in the 21st Century people from BAME communities face prejudice and discrimination from individuals and organisations because of their race.  The question is frequently asked “Why does racism still exist?”

The answer is that racism is rooted in the sin of pride – thinking of ourselves as better than others, and it will only be solved when all of us admit to our own sinfulness, repent and ask God to forgive us and fill us with his Holy Spirit so that we will be more like him.  And part of God's nature as Trinity is being one in essence yet three distinct Persons and “in this Trinity there is...no greater or less”.  Unity yet diversity; equality yet difference.  God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit model for us the only way we as humanity can truly live in harmony, and the only way racism and other forms of discrimination will be no more.

Prayer: Almighty God; Father, Son and Holy Spirit; you exist in a perfect communion of Persons, forgive us our pride in thinking of ourselves as better than others, and help us to live as you live, in a perfect unity of love in difference. Amen.

Sunday  June 2020: Trinity 2

In today's Gospel reading (Matthew 10:24–39) Jesus warns his disciples that being a Christian will not be easy, in fact it will be very dangerous.  And according to tradition, all but two of the original twelve were put to death for their faith in Jesus.  The early Christians were put to death in an attempt to silence the message about Jesus and we often think that such actions belong to the un-Enlightened past, but recent events have proved that wrong.

The pulling down or vandalising of statues of figures from the past, some actions of whose we now regard as wrong, is a symptom of what has become known as the 'cancel culture'.  People or views with which we disagree are no longer argued against, they are simply silenced and erased.  There is no room for reason or debate, suppression is the only answer to things we don't like.  Truth, context, logic and even science can all be set aside if someone shouts loud enough or can portray themselves as a victim.  And ironically this is usually justified by doing it the name of 'tolerance', 'equality' and 'diversity'!

The reality is that only some things are tolerated; some are more equal than others; and only certain types of diversity are welcome.  J. K. Rowling has recently found this out when she dared suggest that women's rights were being overlooked in favour of (some) trans rights, and received vitriol and hatred as a result.

The faults of a society, however, reflect the faults of us as individuals.  All of us would like to airbrush out those parts of our past that we regret, and all of us would prefer not to hear opinions that we disagree with or that make us uncomfortable.  It was this human tendency to silence inconvenient truths that led the authorities to crucify Jesus.  But ironically it was Jesus' death that makes it possible for our past mistakes and disturbing truths to be forgiven and forgotten, at least by God.

Prayer: Holy Lord Jesus, you know the depths of our hearts, yet you still love us.  Thank you for coming to take the punishment we deserve and for sending the Holy Spirit to make us more like you. Amen.

Sunday 5th July 2020: Trinity 4

Yesterday was 4th July when the USA celebrated being released from the shackles of British rule, and when England celebrated being released from (some of) the shackles of lockdown.  This easing of lockdown has caused great relief and rejoicing in some people, and renewed horror and fear in others.  Many businesses are able to resume trading; many employees are more confident about their financial future; and many people are able to be reunited with loved ones.  However, the new freedoms also increase the risk of a resurgence of the virus, as Leicester knows only too well.

A couple of weeks ago we thought about the dangers of trying to airbrush our history, and this week we're reminded again of the need to learn from the more recent past and not simply to carry on as if the virus never happened.  Our reading today from the gospel of Matthew (11:16-30) carries a similar warning about not learning from history.

Jesus criticized the people of some of the towns where he had performed miracles because they hadn't repented: they were more interested in being entertained than listening to the message Jesus was bringing.  The miracles were signs that God's kingdom was breaking into this world and bringing healing, renewal and restoration – and that included the restoration of the relationship between us and God which was broken because of our sin.  But people weren't listening.  So Jesus warns them that on the Day of Judgement notoriously evil places like Sodom would fare better because if they had seen those miracles they would have repented and not been destroyed!  This should make us think too.  We have the privilege of having the whole of God's word revealed to us in the Bible, so we will have not have the excuse on Judgement Day that we didn't get the chance to hear Jesus' message.

The point of this is not that we have a massive guilt-trip, but that we repent and are renewed.  So Jesus' invitation in verse 28 is for all who are weighed down with sin or worry or pain: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”

Prayer: Eternal God, comfort of the afflicted and healer of the broken, lead us to repent of our sins and to bring our worries and needs to you, that you may fill us with your peace that is beyond our understanding.  Amen.

How to prevent a Zoom-tidy life

Here's my article for the July magazines:

My July article is usually on a theme from the musical production that the children are doing at school, but for obvious reasons this year they won't be doing one. However, if the juniors at Broughton Primary School had been doing one, it would have been Mary Poppins, so that's what I'm going to write about!!

One of the most memorable moments in the film, at least for me as a child, is the scene where Mary Poppins tidies the nursery by clicking whilst singing “A Spoonful of Sugar”. How I wished that I could tidy my room just by clicking, and indeed I still wish I could! Anyone who has been into my study will know that tidiness isn't one of my superpowers!

The lockdown restrictions have meant that so much work and socialising has been done online via video conferencing platforms, and so our homes can be seen by many people who would not otherwise see them. This has lead to a new word being coined: 'Zoom-tidy' – which is where your room is a complete mess apart from the area that can be seen by the camera on video calls, so all those you're speaking to think your house is really tidy even if the opposite is true. It's the modern equivalent of keeping one room in the house that was only used when special visitors (like the Vicar) visited, and getting the best china out to serve them tea.

But we don't just Zoom-tidy our homes, we also Zoom-tidy our lives by projecting the image of ourselves that we want people to see, and only revealing those parts of our lives that fit in with that image. A technique that life coaches or self-help books might use to explore our relationship with others is the Johari Window or house. This contains four areas or rooms where Room 1 is the part of ourselves that we see and others see; Room 2 is the aspects that others see but we are not aware of; Room 3 is our private space, which we know but keep from others; and Room 4 is the unconscious part of us seen by neither ourselves nor others. So Room 1 is the Zoom-tidy part of our lives and Room 3 is the part of our lives that we keep hidden.

The problem with this, and all self-assessment techniques, is our incredible ability to deceive ourselves and also our difficulty in acting in the best interests of others, therefore the answers we give and others give to us will likely be inaccurate. So the only way to prevent a Zoom-tidy presentation of ourselves is to hear from someone who knows all the facts and will also act in our best interest. The only candidate for that is the Almighty God, our heavenly Father, to whom, as we often say in our services, all hearts are open, all desires known, and from whom no secrets are hidden. In his loving presence we can admit our faults and failings and he assures us that he will forgive us and clean us up on the inside (1 John 1:9 and Psalm 51). It may be tough medicine to take but the help of the Holy Spirit is more than enough sugar to help it go down!